MORNIN....

iT'S SO UGLY OUTSIDE...YUK...i CAN'T BELIEVE OUR WEATHER iT'S JUST GONE MAD......oNE DAY SUNSHINE THEN CRAZY WIND WHICH i REMEMBER HAVING STRONG WIND IN THE MONTH OF MARCH. DO YOU REMEMBER THAT???? oUT OF MOMS WINDOW IT LOOKS LIKE A STORMS COMING YOU CAN BARELY SEE ACROSS THE BAY THIS MORNING...wELL i FEEL LIKE A PINK MORNING...HOW ABOUT YOU.HERE IS MY AFRICAN VIOLET I HAD BOUGHT IT AT SAFEWAY LAST MONTH BECAUSE IT WAS A LIT BURGUNDY IN COLOR IT MATCH MY LIVING ROOM..SO i FINALLY RE-POTTED IT THE OTHER DAY IN THIS PRETTY PINK POT. .iT'S THE HOLIDAY WEEKEND MEMORIAL DAY. i HAVE JUST TILL NEXT WEEK AND iT'S THE BABY SHOWER....BEEN WAITING TO DO THIS. . . i'M ALITTLE CONCERN ONLY ONE PERSON RSVP ED...HUMMMM...MAYBE THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT IT MEANS (YOU THINK???) WORRIED..WELL ANYHOW i THINK WE HAVE IT ALL TOGETHER JUST HAVE TO ORDER THE CAKE ON FRIDAY TO HAVE IT READY FOR SUNDAY...HOPEFULLY ALL THOSE PEOPLE WILL SHOW UP...wELL TODAY IS MY APPOINTMENT FOR SOCAIL SECURITY..AND IT'S TERRIBLE BUT I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING OUTSIDE TODAY. THAT HAPPENS BECAUSE OF MY PANIC DISORDER I RATHER STAY AT HOME AND JUST IN GENERAL THINGS ARE SO CRAZY OUTSIDE I RATHER BE IN MY LITTLE OLE FLAT IN MY GARDEN.

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LOOK AT WHAT I FOUND AT THE GOOD=WILL FOR 3.49..WHEN I PICKED IT UP I THOUGHT IT WOULD SAY FIVE SOMETHING..I'D BEEN LOOKING FOR A TART PAN. AND THIS HAPPENS TO HAVE ROSES. I THINK I'VE SEEN THIS IN MAGAZINES FOR MUCH MORE. NOW I CAN TRY TO MAKE THESE TOMATO TART WITH MY TOMATOES WHEN THEY ARE READY...

tHIS I ALREADY HAD BUT IT'S BEEN UPSTAIRS IN MOM'S ATTIC FOREVER. i HAD GOTTEN THIS OFF DAD'S TRUCK. AND I FINALLY PUT IT IN MY HOUSE WITH A PINK GLASS DISH ON THE BOTTOM AND A SWEET CANDY DISH THAT I BOUGHT FROM SOMEONE WHO I THOUGH WAS A FRIEND...BUT DELETED ME ON FACE BOOK..HUMMM O WELL..HER LOST NOT MINE...iT'S MEMORIAL WEEKEND, WHAT WILL YOU BE DOING? ME JUST BEING HERE AT MOM'S HOUSE I WANT TO DO SOME CLEANING DOWN STAIRS IF MY BODY LET'S ME. DOWN STAIRS IS FULL TO THE BRIM WITH STUFF N STUFF N STUFF..LOL..I HAD IT ALMOST CLEANED OUT BEFORE BUT OF COURSE WITH DAD'S BUSINESS THEY JUST KEPT FILLING IT UP..SO NOW THAT THERE ISN'T A BUSINESS I'M HOPING I CAN GET IT CLEARED OUT..HELP!!! WILL SEE WHO COMES TO HELP...FAMILY CLAIM THAT THEY WILL BUT I DOUBT IT..TALK IS CHEAP LOL ISN'T THAT WHAT THEY SAY...

hAVE YOU EVER MADE A ANGEL FOOD CAKE..ME NEVER FIRST TIME. BUT THIS WAS FROM THE BOX..IT WAS SO WEIRD TO DO ..YOU JUST ADD WATER AND IT MAKES NOW THAT I THINK OF IT LIKE EGG WHITE FLUFFED UP.....I CALLED MOM AND SHE LAUGHED AT ME..CAUSE I NEVER SEE IT BEFORE. DON'T KNOW WHY I NEVER HAVE...WELL I'M TRYING TO DO THINGS I NEVER DID..MY FAVORITE PIE IS LEMON MERINGUE AND FOR SOME REASON I NEVER ATTEMPTED TO MAKE ONE OF THOSE EITHER..SO MAYBE SOON O AND WHAT WAS THE OTHER THING OOOO CHEESE CAKE..BUT I HAVE TO FIND A PAN FOR THAT ONE..i HAD GOTTEN THIS BAKING PAN AT THE SAVERS THAT WAS THE OTHER REASON I MADE ONE. I LIKE TO DO THINGS FROM SCRATCH THOUGH, SHE SAID YOU USE LIKE 12 EGGS WHITE..HUMMM I SAID WHAT TO DO WITH ALL THOSE YOLKS DOES ANYONE HAVE A CLUE???? IF SO LET ME KNOW...WON'T MAKE IT FROM SCRATCH TILL I KNOW..HERE IS WHAT I DID WITH IT..THE GOOD THING WAS IT SAYS IT'S ONLY 140 CALORIES AND TWO TABLESPOONS FULL OF LITE WHIP CREAM IS ONLY 15 CALORIES..STRAWBERRIES NONE AND A FEW FINELY CHOPPED WALNUTS..BUT I BROUGHT HALF THE CAKE TO MOM'S.

i'M TRYING TO GET MY SELF BACK ON THE WEIGHT WATCHER PLAN..I HAD LOST SEVEN POUNDS BUT WE HAD FAMILY MEMBER WERE DOING IT TOGETHER AND EVERY ONE FLAKED ON ME...SO I KIND OF GAVE UP..BUT AFTER GETTING SICK THE SECOND YEAR I GAINED A LOT OF WEIGHT BAKING TO KEEP MY MIND OFF THE PANIC AND EATING A LOT OF IT BEING DEPRESSED FROM BEING SICK..MY LIFE CHANGED SO MUCH..BUT I HAVE NEVER WEIGHTED SO MUCH IN MY ENTIRE LIFE NOT EVER PREGNANT...SO I'M STILL DETERMINED TO LOSE IT ALL AND GET BACK INTO MY CLOTHES..YOU THINK IT WOULD BE SO EASY I NEVER HAD A PROBLEM BEFORE TO LOSE WEIGHT. I THINK WHEN YOU GET OLDER AND THINGS CHANGE SO DO YOU..WELL WORKING MY WAY UP..MENTALLY...I WILL GET THERE..I THINK IT'S TIME FOR MY TEA..IT IS 6:30 i WOKE AT 5:30 I CAN'T NEVER SLEEP LATE HERE AT MOM'S AT LEAST AT HOME I SLEEP SOMETIME TO 7AM ONCE IN A BLUE MOON 8 LOL...IF I'M LUCKY SO I WILL BE RIGHT BACK GOING TO BUT THE WATER ON...OK WATER'S ON AND MY TEA CUP IS READY WELL IT'S A COFFEE CUP THIS MORNING I DON'T HAVE TEA CUPS HERE AT MOMS...BUT IT'S WHITE WITH PINK BUTTERFLIES ON IT...

 

ISN'T IT SWEET!

O WHILE I WENT TO CHECK THE WATER I STOPPED AND TOOK A PHOTO OF THE SKY IT'S ALWAYS AMAZING WHAT YOU SEE

FROM THE PICTURE YOU CAN'T SEE IT BUT IN REAL IT LOOKS LIKE THE HEAVENS ARE OPENING UP...BEAUTIFUL...O AND MENTIONING GOD..MY BIBLE STUDY THIS WEEK WAS ABOUT JESUS AND THE CHRISTMAS HOLIDAY.WELL TEA IS READY SO I MADE IT TODAY I'M USING A HALF TEASPOON FULL OF MOM'S HONEY SHE PUTS IT IN HER COFFEE EVERYDAY YUK,.. I DON'T LIKE IT AT ALL..BUT I DO LOVE HONEY. O SO BACK TO THE CHRISTMAS ISSUE...I HAVE HEARD THIS BEFORE. BUT NOW THAT I STUDIED IT I FEEL FOR SURE NOT TO CELEBRATE THE CHRISTMAS HOLIDAY..I LOVE THE TREES AND ALL BUT I'M TRYING TO FOLLOW THE BIBLE WHICH SAYS NOTHING ABOUT JESUS BIRTHDAY BEING ON CHRISTMAS...DID YOU KNOW THAT IT WAS NEVER CELEBRATE BEFORE. IT WAS STARTED SEVERAL HUNDRED YEARS AFTER JESUS...AND IN THE BIBLE JESUS ONLY SAYS REMEMBER ME WHEN HE WAS WITH HIS DISCIPLES BECAUSE OF HIM GIVING HIS LIFE FOR US...THAT IS WHAT HE ASKED US TO REMEMBER. CHRISTMAS IS A PAGAN HOLIDAY..MAN MADE AS ARE ALL THE HOLIDAYS...THE TIME OF EASTER IS WHEN JESUS DIED THE PASSOVER....IT IS WHEN JESUS ASKED US TO REMEMBER HIM...SO I THOUGHT IT WAS VERY INTERESTING HOW THE WORLD IS WRAPPED UP IN THESE HOLIDAYS...THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM...HUMMM O THEY ALSO SAID THAT HIS BIRTH WAS SOMETIME IN OCTOBER NOT DECEMBER...AND THEY NEVER CELEBRATED BIRTHDAYS THERE ARE ONLY TWO BIRTHDAY'S MENTIONED IN THE BIBLE AND NEITHER ARE OF JESUS...WELL I FIND ALL OF THIS INTERESTING AND EVERY TIME I HAVE BIBLE STUDY I FIND IT MORE INTERESTING AND THINGS ARE STARTING TO MAKE SENSE TO ME...MORE AND MORE. I WANT TO ALSO SHARE WITH YOU THE PASTA I MADE THE OTHER EVENING FOR ME AND VEE...MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER...I THOUGHT IT WAS PRETTY GOOD..SO DID SHE.

i MADE THIS CREAM SAUCE FOR IT..I HAD SOME HAM CHOPS FROM MOM'S HOUSE LEFT OVER SO I CUT THEM UP INTO CUBES AND FRIED THEM WITH A LIT BIT BUTTER AND OIL LOL I CAN'T REMEMBER IF I ADDED ONIONS..I DON'T THING I DID..(THERE GOES THAT MEMORY THING) WELL HUMM I WILL HAVE TO THINK ON IT. ANYWAYS I LET THAT COOK THEM I ADDED A TABLESPOON MORE OF BUTTER THEN SOME FLOUR AND MIXED IT IN THE BUTTER W/HAM COOKED IT A MINUTE TO RID OF THE FLOUR TASTE..SLOWLY ADDED SOME MILK AND LET IT COOK AND THEN ADDED SOME PEAS SALT AND PEPPER AND AT THE END SOME PARMESAN CHEESE, I WISH I HAD SOME FRESH BUT HAD TO USE THE BOTTLE ONE..IT WAS FINE FOR IT THOUGH...MEAN WHILE HAD SOME PASTA BOILING

gOT MY GREEN FIFTIES BOWL OUT AND USED IT FOR THE PASTA...BUT THE PASTA INSIDE THE BOWL AND ADDED THE CREAM SAUCE AND MIXED IT WELL...IT WAS YUMMY AND CREAMY...SO GOOD HAVE LEFT OVER FOR THE NEXT DAY FOR LUNCH.!

BOY THIS IS ALONG BLOG BUT THIS IS WHAT I DID ALL WEEK..BEING BUSY. I PROBABLY WOULD DO MORE WELL COOKING THAT IS BUT I DON'T HAVE FOLKS TO EAT IT ALL UP...MY SON SAYS MOM GO AHEAD AND COOK AND JUST CALL ME TO PICK IT UP..HE WORKS IN THE CITY AND IT'S ON HIS WAY HOME..LOL...AWE I HAVE MY FLAN I MADE AS WELL...BUT GOING TO START ANOTHER BLOG FOR THAT...SO i WISH YOU A GREAT DAY...I WILL HAVE TO GET READY FOR MY APPOINTMENT IN A FEW HOURS...HUGS...GOING TO START THE BLOG FOR FLAN...