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" I have a huge love of Victorian things, Lace, Depression Glass etc...I adore anything Roses and I love My Garden... I also love things From the fifties I just seem to have a love of all vintage things... I'm getting ready to start a new phase in my life ...And that's Moving into My Mama house. But it needs much work done before that can happen so I'm now spending my days cleaning and cleaning.. So bare with me as I go through this new phase in my life... Take the steps with me as I go down a new road to my future "
with love Janice
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Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Cheap Medicine............... ?



I saw this. And I said to myself.. hum Laugh what is that. I don't seem to do much 
of that these days...
Then I thought how can I laugh what about
Seems silly but it's not I really haven't been laughing to much
seems I cry more than anything...
I might smile here and there about pretty things
but truly laugh and be happy about it
no...


Most of my days I feel like this... I don't kno what can make me laugh.. I feel I carry a heavy load
thought it would all go away after Mama died 
but I suppose because there is so much to do I feel over burdened
I have tried hard to leave it in God's hand's but no matter I still have to do certain
things....
Maybe if I wasn't 56 and broken I wouldn't feel that it's so difficult who knows
 I should be excited about Mama's house.. but really in true honesty it seems so far feched...
A big huge dream that I seem to be trying to accomplish all by myself
no one seems to have time to help
so it leaves it all on me...

Daisy's make me smile and feel good inside...


Did I ever tell you that I wanted to be a Ballet Dancer, In high school I danced for almost four years.
I loved it. That made me laugh and smile a lot.. I danced Ballet and Modern Dance.
And I preformed in a lot of places in San Francisco
In our Civic Center and our Museum The  DeYoung Museum.
It was funny because my Father would take me there all the time as a child on 
Sunday's after Church..The DeYoung Museum.
Memories ...
I loved preforming it was exciting and bright...
I won a scholarship for the summer and I remember being so happy
There was this famous Ballet dancer who was then 80 years old
She was teaching us a dance but with huge scarves
It was in a basement in a Church in Union Square of San Francisco
But barely into it my parents made me stop and  go up north to my Aunts house in 
the country which I loved, but, I felt this was more important and I was old enough to make my own decisions
but NOt according to them and they didn't see the importance 
of what I was doing
So sadly I did not get to finish my scholarship program...



Well life is such...
It has been rainning in San Francisco, I thought that I was dreaming last night but, nope
it was and the skies are dark and cloudy this morning...
I think I will spend the day going through Mama's papers she has tons to go through
and maybe do some more going through boxes because I want to prepare
for a small sidewalk sale to see what monies I can make.. 
Plus I have to rid of so much stuff...
So as I sit here drinking my morning Tea
I will be doing just that start in on a pile of paper's
Here's to you, wishing you a Grand day
full Of Love n Laughing
they say it's good
medicine
p.s. I think it to be but just to find that way to laugh is another story...
With Love 
Janice
 

Monday, July 21, 2014

Just a little Wedgewood............



      The other day I was online at some place maybe it was Pinterest which lately I have been spending much time with.. I found these I believe Wedgewood glasses... O no now I remember it was Ebay.. Well I remembered about um maybe six years ago I had purchased six of these guys because I though they were so wonderful looking.  But later only to remember they were stored up in Mama's attic, because I was living here at the time...So now I have it in my mind I need to search for them.. I loved them when I saw them... I remember my boyfriend at the time when I walked into this little antique shop told me you don't need those and I was like yes I do.. they were like 20 bucks for the six.. I didn't care I just wanted them..
      What I don't remember is why I never used them.. Maybe I didn't want them to get broke here at Mama's.. You see I didn't have my own place at the time. Most of my things were in Storage and I was living here for a short period...
Lol though, the search is on.. 

     I love this Bed room if it kills me I want a wall papered room.... all my life I have wanted it ...course
my room won't be on such a large scale as this room.. but just the same I want wall paper..
For my little cottage bedroom.. to make everything my cozy...

Well Ladies and Gents, It's good ole Monday Morning... am I ready for the new week, no not really.. I didn't do anything all weekend. In fact I had some what of a difficult weekend.. My daughter says maybe I should go home.  Maybe I been to much here at Mama's house and it made me feel sad and not so good... And I think maybe she is right so I think I might go home for a couple of days I don't know yet.. Though I can't ge anything done being at home and there is so much to do here...


Wouldn't mind going home to this.... It's gorgeous, ( I can't spell no more it used to be one of my better things I could do.  lol, I have to go and look things up these days to make sure. )  But I love this house.. It looks so grand.. love the doors It would be like going home on the movie Meet me in St Luis.. Which happens to be one of my fav movie's I have watched it over and over and never get tired of it...
     I do kno this, I have errands to do today.. like pay my Lane Bryant bill.. and some other's so putting on the pot of water getting ready for some tea in my new one cup. Make a little breakfast then shower get ready then off and running.. maybe I will go home after and see my sweet grandbabies come back tomorrow...


         So here's to you,  Have a most wonderful Monday
                     with love
                                Janice