I'm irritated in my mind today. Why do men always tell you they going to chance everything and make it better only to mess it up more. . . Trust me that's what they say Trust me and you'll see..Yeah I sure did...I'm serious everydays I ask God to make me strong so I can move forward to leave the past the past. I feel hecka stupid for trusting you and thinking that just maybe he will be the rite man to be in my life..hahahahahaha...that was so stupid of me. (When will I learn to not believe In men?) Well you can see it's all about a man. Who claimed he could handle my pain and he was gonna change it all cause he had it like that..hahahaha again...that was a fat joke...I can make you not love the man in your past and give you all that I have hahahahaha a hundred times over..I hate men more and more and more..sorry but that's what I feel these days...I'm not ever giving my heart to another. I'm through.
So sorry I had to vent cause I'm so irritated today. I tried to be open for a relationship..and don't say I mite be looking in the wrong places I wasn't looking for that it just came. but I should have maybe higher standards??? not sure. . . Maybe I'm finding them in the wrong place.lol..