Well it's the end of the week...

Good morning friends & family,
It was a great day yesterday looking through my great grandmother's trunk... I had a great time. I have linen to take home and wash, I can't wait. I have the two table cloths that I can't wait to wash them and put them on my tables... well today is therapy day they changed it for this week. Victoria is wanting to go out with her friends, I know she needs to do that but I feel uncomfortable about it. It's trusting her again. Because this is not the first time that we went through this, it's harder to do.(trust) So I thought at therapy we could bring it up. I think what makes this even harder is the fact that I had a cousin who was only 26 years old and she actually jumped off the Golden Gate bridge she left behind four young children. And somehow this connects with me too Victoria succeeding one day. It scares me to death. I hope she never gets there, but the fear that I carry in my soul is sometimes unbearable. But I can only ask for God's help to get me and her through. And pray hard for her to recover completely... So that what's going on today. And I'm going home I think lol... then coming back on Saturday to do some cleaning down stairs..It's full of junk to the brim and I should really get started again. I just don't know how much I can do because I'm so broken. And of course nobody wants to help. "LAZY" People that live her.

This is so beautiful it is bed linen. It must have been a million hours of work..first the embroidery then all the crocheting. I can't figure how they put it on the bed though...I wanted to hold it up a take a picture but couldn't. Mom thinks the red and black have something to do with the colors from Russia..humm idk.
Well I looked it up and the flag colors are red blue and white..there is so much that I don't know about my heritage. I wish my Great Grandmother was her to tell the story...well. what can you do...mom doesn't remember much....well my friends family wish you a great day today...

WITH LOVE.............