Me, I always thought of my mom, I talked to her everyday... I included her in everything... Idk maybe it is just me needed something more in my life.. . Maybe I just miss my mama.. . I have to say I'am grateful that Mama lived till 79.. . I think of all the time we laughed together.. . All the times she would call me up and say Louise I don't feel like staying home get dressed and let's go the heck with it.. . And we go to lunch and thrifting.. . Sometimes we would go far away to go for a drive and other times we would stay close to home.. . Sometimes she would drive and sometimes I would.. . I honestly never thought you could miss someone more then you have missed other's death is so final.. Sadly we have to experience it.. . I look back and reflect on so many things that mama had said to me but I really did not understand.. . But believe I truly understand now.. . She would often say it was sad her mom had died so young.. . She missed her and I did not realize it.. . Sorry mama.. .
I'm up early and I been up... Decided to make a pot of tea, It is ugly weather her in San Francisco.. . Yesterday we had shower's off and on and it looks as if we will have more.. . After my tea I'am going to try to plant a few more seeds my seeds that I already planted are sprouting.. . Now to keep the slugs from eating them.. .
Going to have to bundle up so I stay warm.. .