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" I have a huge love of Victorian things, Lace, Depression Glass etc...I adore anything Roses and I love My Garden... I also love things From the fifties I just seem to have a love of all vintage things... I'm getting ready to start a new phase in my life ...And that's Moving into My Mama house. But it needs much work done before that can happen so I'm now spending my days cleaning and cleaning.. So bare with me as I go through this new phase in my life... Take the steps with me as I go down a new road to my new future " It's a way to express myself and share with you all..
with love Janice
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Saturday, March 22, 2014

Checkin in....


*~ ` ( Good Evening... Yes I have been so busy with Mom's arrangements the burrial etc... It's done and over with and I have barely had time to Grieve about it.. There is so much to be done.. Tons of cleaning upstairs and down stairs is packed to the brim.. well we have gotten two loads out.. Thank God.. a friend has a huge dump truck that we can use.. and he is taking Mom's older car for the dumping fee's. I also have the huge storage to clean out as well and there is a dead line to meet... 

God is so good .. Mom's house is just a huge mess she never ever took care of it.. But the location is one of the best in the San Francisco area.. I hope and pray God continues to help me through.. I miss my Mama and have thought to many times to call her but I can't no more... I knew I would miss her from way before when the dr. told me she was dying... My mind went through so many things.. over and over.. as now.. but I'm so grateful she is not suffering.. She was in so much pain special the last days.. I felt so bad for my Mama I couldn't do anything to relief her.. finally they gave stronger meds.. and when she passed it was peacefully..
Me and my son was with her when she took her last breath.. It was a strange thing to watch.. Now trying to move forward is hard and trying to act like I'm okay is another story.. like I said in the beginning I haven't had time to greive about it.. maybe in the future.. though I have had moments of tears I just don't know.. Well I just wanted to give an update I will be busy for a while now cleaning .. and cleaning and cleaning.. I will stop in here and there..

with much love
Janice

3 comments:

Simply Shelley said...

May God be with you .....take care of yourself .....even a few minutes with a cup of tea and a quite prayer will do you so much good....blessings dear friend.

mijn bolletje ✄ wol said...

blessings friend as mrs shelley said take care of yourself...i understand

Alessandra said...

Take care of yourself, dear Janice. I know how you feel...
Kisses
Alessandra