I was puddin around the garden yesterday. I cleaned and swept up a little bit..it's so cold that I couldn't stay out long...I have some leeks growing and I pulled one out to make this Filipino dish...they are a good size finally..
I washed it all up
It's the weirdest thing to be home alone though there were moments I enjoyed it, and some I truly didn't. I really miss Isaiah, holding him, feeding him and just spending time with him... But that's life just going to have to suck it all up and move forward. So I tried yesterday doing some other things around the house.
Made a wonderful cup of hot Tea...
I thumbed through my Victoria magazines that have been in the cabinet, dated from 1994 up.
So in the evening I made a heart sachet.. and I filled it with cotton balls that were left over from the baby shower. and some lavender...I'm still not done with the edging, almost though..Later in the evening the sun came through the window...shinning down on my willow plate..I was a good day all in all...But at two a.m. I awoke and my body was trying to have a panic attack...but it took me about a good half hour to calm it done. The worst part if it was not having anyone here to comfort me...LOUSY...But I made a prayer ... and ask God to comfort me....
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