Me and I dont know

Me 

Janice Louise Corona

born January 15, 1958

I have no clue what I'm writing about today

I left my I-pad home with my photos that I did want to share with you..

This photo of me was a couple of weeks back ready for church.

The other nite while waiting for Vee in the car while she ran into Safeway

to buy milk

I called Mama's best friend..

Someone answered the phone and I asked was Dorthy there she said no she is not..

I asked did she know when she be home she replied with no she not coming

home she died..

My heart fell to the floor with sadness and pain like living 

mama's death all over again..

I asked this woman when did it happen she said in December..

and in my mind I thought I had spoke with her recently not 

realizing days had flew by months...to be exact 

I asked about her husband she said he was there but sleeping and suffering from

kidney stone..

I then asked where is her daughter 

she said at home I thanked 

her with lumps in my throat and said I would call her daughter

but when I did there was no answer

I wondered why no one called me, but then I thought Cindy her daughter

was a bit messed up mentally from drug use etc.. 

It was a long evening my mind thought geez she passed eight months after 

coming to see mama just before she passed...

She was a wonderful woman...

Dorthy had 10 children a couple have died and a few messed up behind drugs

She was married to her childhood sweetheart.. 

her and mama met as small children and remained friends over the years

through thick and thin..

the moment she knew mama was dying she flew in her car to get here in her 70's as well

two hour drive but she had to come say goodbye.. Dorthy's death was unexpected

she died in her sleep..

I'm glad she didn't suffer at all..

I went home and cried it felt so horrible to know now life was really 

Different not mama was here nor her best friend..

Every time I saw her she hugged me and held me tight... and always had 

so much love to give...

Her and Mama did everything together at one point..

and Mama said they had tons of stories

 of driving far away to get a deal on some fruit or something..

and her kids were so busy.. 

I do remember one Arin he was a hand full she had to tie him

at times just to keep him safe

Really going to miss 

her as I miss Mama

It's truly a huge loss

It seemed as if she was my last link to Mama

and now your both gone..

Rest In Peace

Dorthy Barling.

To much Love With All my heart...

Dorthy saying good bye to Mama

<3

Happy Weekend with love

Janice