Monday, November 7, 2011



FRIENDS, NICE THING TO HAVE FRIENDS TO BRITTEN YOUR DAYS RITE...I HAVE GOOD FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK AND A COUPLE HERE...I DON'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS HERE...I THINK SOMETIMES ITS FUNNY BUT IT JUST TURNED OUT THAT WAY...I SPEND A LOT OF TIME ALONE WITH MY MOM AND DAUGHTER...ITS BEEN IN MY MIND THAT ONE DAY THEY BOTH SHALL LEAVE ME... THEN WHAT AM I TO DO...SURE I HAVE MY CHILDREN YOU KNOW BUT THEY ALL HAVE THEIR OWN LIVES. IM NOT INVOLVE WITH ANYONE AND IT JUST SEEMS THERE ISN'T THE RITE PERSON FOR ME...EVERY TIME IT STARTS IT DOESN'T LAST TO LONG...SO I'M JUST TRYING TO THING I NEED TO FOCUS MORE HARDER AND GET TO CHURCH AND PUT MYSELF MORE CLOSER TO GOD. I TRULY BELIEVE THAT IT'S THE PLACE I NEED TO BE...MY PROBLEM IS MY PANIC ATTACK JUNK MAKES IT HARD TO GO...SO JUST THINKING MAYBE I NEED TO PRAY MORE FOR THAT...JUST A THOUGHT PASSING THROUGH MY MIND THIS MORNING...

LOL MAYBE SOME IMAGINARY FRIENDS...OKAY JK....
BUT I DO NEED SOME FRIENDS I CLOSED MYSELF OFF TO THE WORLD LONG ENOUGH...

JUST CHATTING SO I'M WISHING YOU A GRAND DAY TODAY...IT'S MONDAY AND MOM HAS DR. APPOINTMENT TODAY WELL ACTUALLY WE HAVE TO GO TO THE DIABETIC CENTER TO LEARN SOME THINGS...WITH LOVE JANICE...

1 comment:

  1. Lonely is such a sad word. You can be lonely for or because of many things. Our children are in their 40's now & my parents are both gone. DH is going to retire in a few years but I have been pretty much alone most of my married life. DH is a trucker & believe me you learn how to Live alone or perish.
    You will do o.k. Just sit back & say "I am the best company I can ever have!!"
    Marilyn

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