NOt sleeping.......
Good Morning, I woke up extra early couldn't seem to sleep anymore. I have things on my mind again. Vee and the baby are gone now and have been for several weeks.. she had asked to come back but I just couldn't go through anymore again..Her leaving coming going leaving over and over again.. ~NOpE~ But it's kind of put me in a bad way where I have to move.. My son was going to move in with me but I don't believe that I could deal with his ways..So I rather not put myself in another bad postion again..Moving It's a big deal these days..Rent here in San Francisco is crazy high..extremely !!! I have been looking for another place what I pay now for a two bedroom they are asking for one bedrooms and studios..I'm just lost..and the ones that I have found ending up not having a kitchen or something.. WHAT to do I have no clue..the whole thing is I'm on S.S.I. and I get help from the government to pay rent..they will only allow me 1.457 for a one bedroom..I now have 1.850 for a two bedroom..I'm very grateful for the help, but it's like have they looked at the rents lately...??? So I have asked the Landlord since he loves me so much and I take care of everything, would he be willing to lower the rent to 1.500 and I'd pay and extra 100 to him which will make it 1.600 but he hasn't answered me yet but I doubt he will do it cause he would be losing 200 dollars. I'm so worried about moving it's stressing me out. I feel so all alone...It's just horrible...I'm praying that God will step in and help me It's the only thing that I can do is count on him and his help... I'm just feeling lost which is a horrible feeling...
P.S.
By the way I finished my round doily and I love it. I have started on a yellow one.
I really like this little doily and I'm so glad that I figured it out...results will be posted on my Crocheting Blog..thanks for listening..Have a very blessed day...
My Crocheting Blog address..............
http://beedoily.blogspot.com/
with love Janice
I will send up a prayer for you. I too am on disability and I don't know what I would do if I had to rent. I was going to get help through section 8,but even with that...I couldn't afford to move. So I try and think of all these things and thank God for my old mobile home...it does provide a dry warm place to sleep and I don't have rent to pay for it each month. God is able...just keep trusting him friend. Blessings
ReplyDeleteHello dear Janice,
ReplyDeleteThank you, sweet friend, for your words of encouragement on my blog. I appreciate your love and concern - may the Lord richly bless you!
Love and hugs,
Stephanie
Dear Janice,
ReplyDeleteMoving situations can be so stressful, dear. I know, as I have moved two times in the last four years. I do hope everything works out for you. The place we are living right now is only temporary, until we move hopefully one more time. It is very unsettling, isn't it?
I just LOVE LOVE the picture on here today. It is one of the prettiest I've seen. Keep praying for God to guide you to your next home.
I am thinking of you today.
~Sheri
Oh, I forgot to mention.....the mint green roses on your side bar are gorgeous.
ReplyDelete~Sheri
HI Janice I just found your blog a few days ago I enjoy your music...My heart goes out to you..Our children are the most tender parts of our hearts..this may make your daughter realize mom really is someone..Im sure she really loves you..I know you are in a hard situation..I believe God only wants the best for us and he is not the punisher..I see you in Gods healing love and light.. Have you thought about a room mate ..I know its hard to find just the right person but know someone that it worked really well for.. she is a caregiver in exchange for a place to live..Blessings
ReplyDeleteHI Janice I just found your blog a few days ago I enjoy your music...My heart goes out to you..Our children are the most tender parts of our hearts..this may make your daughter realize mom really is someone..Im sure she really loves you..I know you are in a hard situation..I believe God only wants the best for us and he is not the punisher..I see you in Gods healing love and light.. Have you thought about a room mate ..I know its hard to find just the right person but know someone that it worked really well for.. she is a caregiver in exchange for a place to live..Blessings
ReplyDeleteLala i didn't know that u had it that bad, I didn't know that u were struggling with the high rent wish I could help u out with the problem's that u have. Sincerely frank.
ReplyDeleteLala i didn't know that u had it that bad, I didn't know that u were struggling with the high rent wish I could help u out with the problem's that u have. Sincerely frank.
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